I have this terrible habit of over analyzing every single thing. Why people are so nice, why people do things for others, why people say things, why this occrued, why that occurred blah blah blah. I guess it's because I been chilling with Danielle so much in the past that it rubbed off on me. I made a promise that I would not analyze my relationship with Janelle and I but obviously I broke that promise. Why is it that I will do everything and anything for her? Why do I always get excited to see her even though I see her basically everyday? What is it that makes me like her so much! Well not so much the last question, I know that answer, but the other 2 questions were very puzzling to me.

Started the day off by failing my stats exam (47.5) I JUST WANT A C+ :'(. I felt so tired after because I pulled an all nighter and fell asleep on the bus, but luckily never missed my stop! I wanted to go make sure Janelle was okay so I dashed to her place, but I was too late and she already got home. When my brother Steve got his out he was a mess and couldn't do anything, so I had to take care of him. But I got to her house and she seemed just fine! Minus the crooked lip and big ass piece of gauze stuck in her mouth (very hot :P). Her cheek was surprisingly not very swollen, but maybe tomorrow it'll get HUGE HEHEHE. We played games on the computer for a while till my battery of my laptop died. I was really tired so she said it was okay to take a nap, obviously I didn't if she wasn't, but i just lied down for a bit and she joined me : ). We talked about stuff and closed our eyes for a bit, well probably just me lol. We cuddled (might be one of my new fav things to do) and just looking into her eyes, holding her hand and seeing her smile and talk made me finally realized why I would do everything for. Just being with her in that moment I realized It’s because I love her. Long story short, I told her : ), and thank god she feels the same way because it would of been pretty crushing/upsetting if she didn’t, I would have lived with if she did say she didn’t feel the same way but it would be really hard. I was really nervous about telling her but I just manned up, and I’m so glad I did. I Haven’t felt this away about a person in my entire life! Not going to lie, saying I loved her felt so right.

I sadly had to leave for work which was the same as usual. Nothing exciting happened.

P.S I Love you babe <3